angel baby

i look

in her eyes

does she know goodbye

how could she possibly understand

what its like to lose a man

you will

someday

your flesh of mine

fated to wreck it all

with time

but for now

allow

your cherubs face

to smile

and show what little grace

a woman of our name

has to bear

there are no flowers 

tucked in curls

here little girl

you reflect your mothers

tears

 its my greatest fear

you understand

that you knew

as you grew inside

the faults that you came into

 and when you ask

were did daddy go

i'll tell the truth

 i don't know

it's my mistake that no one wants us, but its not for all my wanting. To bring a face so smiling as to claim with meaning. This is what i want, you are my life, my family, my children, my wife. Its wrong that with all my questioning a being so known for wondering could ever make it right. Please forgive me all the hard life.  God I'm sorry guys.

 i guess sometimes one just shouldn't write...