Friday, October 21, 2005

i am

i am creation
time
the blissful feeling
that comes
from understanding
change will come
and i wait forgiveness
that rests
behind my own
reluctant eyes
a deep pool
surrounding soul
composed of
incalculable volumes
head so full
i'm helpless
constantly
surrendering
to creation

Thursday, October 20, 2005

travel

So I've been offered a place to stay in Varanasi,India. I'd love to study the history, spirituality, art and culture. Anyone got any ideas on how to get there. I know a ton of artists travel. But how? :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

jazzin

i take you in my hands
hard yet fragile
dry now
but inside i find
you moist and
sticky
beautiful in your shape
set softly on the table
taken back to
the dawn of time
ancient ritual
drives mind to rhyme
maybe its me
jazzin
filled with your
rhythm
placed to my lips
i breathe you in
and out pours the sadness
slipping
arched
tight
nice
exhale lusty
shades of you

Monday, October 17, 2005

Is

there are no
should have
could have beens

there are no
never was is

there are no
situations of circumstances
other than what is

no other outcomes
no more loves
no more unresolveds
they don't exist

there is nothing
to miss
because nothing
exists

Nothing
that is
but this.

-just learn to like it. :)

Poetry

Poetry
is a collective motion
Capturing masses
with unintended devotion
Poetry is living expression
Finding reality in discretion
Poetry teaches
Ears that will listen
Those with ambition
Those with a dream
Poetry
Fights the unending battle
Sits on the apex of anger and love
The tightrope
Between
Poetry is offensive
Yet still seduces
Sex you can sell
Words color more
Then souls can tell

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Purpose

think it's easy
this thing i do
jump into uncertainty
if things didn't cost
so much of my soul
that i should feel guilty
for being so bold
Takes to much
to believe in anything
confined to wondering
composition of being
critisizm
throwing fits
cuz i want to improve
life
for a single family
those who work
monotoniously
for others
shall never be free
yet i find
insecurity
part of me
in a place
where i must stay
constantly changing
to grow

I don't feel like this is the end, so you may see more on this one. :)

A short movie 4 you

Out of the realm of poetry, and a step through the arched gateway of ninja's in fine indie films. I found this great short called "A ninja pays half my rent" I loved it, and had to share. I'll be adding this and other favorites on my new Ninja Press site.(That I'm so proud of :)You don't have to download anything just follow the links and enjoy. Please tell me what you think of the flick.