Another Late Night Mantra

"Wrapped up in the galaxy
the comfort of your love 
surrounds me like an 
everlasting peace...
You are the stillness, the center 
the unending bliss of a kiss fulfilled.
It's all i think about... my dreams have taken over the day
and there is no rest for the wondering mind.
I obsess and am forgotten
I pass back into the nothing
the everything that I am
when I am with you. Come inside my world
and forget apart. Forget solace,
remember that you are the everything
my world, my surrender"
- another late night Mantra

Hands

if i let you win
how far will this go

how much more
can you push
and yell
if i let this go

how can we change the world
how can we save our world

if i give you chances
how much more will you take

this is enough
when it started
it took me by surprise
but i can't let this go

how can we change the world
how can we save our world

you know
you took love
and made shit

was it worth it

Yw

You are
one thing
One word
One world
And when I open my hands
I see the trembling
And once open
Free

the cure

i want to be happy
with a face so golden as yours

full of honesty and truth
it leaves me feeling empty and
all this alone time consumes

oh baby its wrong
to want to throw it all
aside for something real

it been so long
that I forgot to feel

I see its me that's always
brought me down

and here i am underwater
under me under you
and we all keep sinking

but there's only one cure

is it all some miss. understanding
who sheds her soul for you?

crushed and empty those legs
always know me best

and its all in my mind again
all and only

so where's the room for you
and me in all this obsessing

wronged and broken

and here i am underwater
under me under you
and we all keep sinking

but there's only one cure

and I'm reaching towards
the smoky lights of
faraway salvation

some words

in the essence of her dark spires
i can see the
deep
and sparkling sensation

that hints of inspiring
undertones

lost and falling
in summers heat

this garden sits
fresh with dew

hidden behind the unscaleable walls
waiting for me

No Time

your silence burns me

and the ring tightens

until there's no breath

isolated

and chained in more
directions

that have no name

i'm never sure

which choice
will
be my downfall.

or yours
leading to mine

is there peace

for my mind when your
around

you only seem to
bring me down

to take some thing
beautiful

and make it shit

cause your there

indeed my selfishness
can swallow my world

i am my greatest
enemy.

The way i see you

makes you

makes me

feel so unimportant

why then are we here at all

when one

just makes the other fall

taking that point of
joy and

transforming into
an ocean

of misery

where is this
enlightened being

your truely ugly within
incomplete

with me wanting more

but we both reflect

nothing

and now you lie

sorry

withhold

all your real

and show me only

shadow shapes of
the person you are

to much

makes me hate you

because your untrue
as my fantasy's

and there's
no time
no talking
to you

'til we die

Thick

my mind

with muddled thoughts of you

swimming in and out

of my visions all morning

my mind is fevered
and broken

Im lost but I haven't moved

you don't even know

that im gone

delusional

livin in my own created fantasys

ripe on my hot joys
I feel elated my head on the table

and i escape my life
every time i close my eyes

all of you are happy,
hiding in pretty lies.

perhaps the little girl was right
staring me down with all her
prejudice

go back to your life
accept a fate never wanted
never asked for

your cage
while i live in mine

i'm always good at the beginnings
then I'm always left behind

Life must be more
then disappointments
til we die...