Naked SuperStar Poetry

Yw

2012-01-12T23:34:00.001-08:00

You are
one thing
One word
One world
And when I open my hands
I see the trembling
And once open
Free

the cure

2011-06-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

i want to be happy
with a face so golden as yours

full of honesty and truth
it leaves me feeling empty and
all this alone time consumes

oh baby its wrong
to want to throw it all
aside for something real

it been so long
that I forgot to feel

I see its me that's always
brought me down

and here i am underwater
under me under you
and we all keep sinking

but there's only one cure

is it all some miss. understanding
who sheds her soul for you?

crushed and empty those legs
always know me best

and its all in my mind again
all and only

so where's the room for you
and me in all this obsessing

wronged and broken

and here i am underwater
under me under you
and we all keep sinking

but there's only one cure

and I'm reaching towards
the smoky lights of
faraway salvation

some words

2011-06-04T17:43:00.000-07:00

in the essence of her dark spires
i can see the
deep
and sparkling sensation

that hints of inspiring
undertones

lost and falling
in summers heat

this garden sits
fresh with dew

hidden behind the unscaleable walls
waiting for me

No Time

2011-04-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

your silence burns me

and the ring tightens

until there's no breath

isolated

and chained in more
directions

that have no name

i'm never sure

which choice
will
be my downfall.

or yours
leading to mine

is there peace

for my mind when your
around

you only seem to
bring me down

to take some thing
beautiful

and make it shit

cause your there

indeed my selfishness
can swallow my world

i am my greatest
enemy.

The way i see you

makes you

makes me

feel so unimportant

why then are we here at all

when one

just makes the other fall

taking that point of
joy and

transforming into
an ocean

of misery

where is this
enlightened being

your truely ugly within
incomplete

with me wanting more

but we both reflect

nothing

and now you lie

sorry

withhold

all your real

and show me only

shadow shapes of
the person you are

to much

makes me hate you

because your untrue
as my fantasy's

and there's
no time
no talking
to you

'til we die

2010-05-10T17:06:00.000-07:00

Thick

my mind

with muddled thoughts of you

swimming in and out

of my visions all morning

my mind is fevered
and broken

Im lost but I haven't moved

you don't even know

that im gone

delusional

livin in my own created fantasys

ripe on my hot joys
I feel elated my head on the table

and i escape my life
every time i close my eyes

all of you are happy,
hiding in pretty lies.

perhaps the little girl was right
staring me down with all her
prejudice

go back to your life
accept a fate never wanted
never asked for

your cage
while i live in mine

i'm always good at the beginnings
then I'm always left behind

Life must be more
then disappointments
til we die...

To Stand

2010-04-28T19:51:00.000-07:00

What can you do

when the dream ends

and you wake up to

once a friend

now a sympathetic lier

what tumbles from you lips

could hardly stifle all

my wanting

worn from all my doubting

now

I've nothing left to do

but believe you

what a silly girl

living forever in

her fantasies

taking just a moments
fancy

just to throw it all way

I have once known happy

I have once felt love

I was once left to stand corrected

and now my feelings all have
gone...

Changing of the Seasons

2010-04-14T07:14:00.001-07:00

A break from my rhythmical musings to let you know what I'm up to. Lots of fantastic projects with not a moment to give thought to all the should have - could have beens...

Just the way I like it. Some of the most exciting projects include the band. We have shows coming up and we are working out some studio time to record original tracks.

There are also two books in the works. The first is the Barefoot Ladies Art Book. A collab effort with two other artists, a photographer, and a bunch of models.

Check out some concepts we're working on:

1. The Tennessee Williams
Beautiful girl, lounging on a bed barefoot. Rainy day in black and white with many shades of grey. A clean room, sparse furniture and a pitcher of water by the bed. "Talk to me like the Rain" Style. The focus on the bottom of her soles, losing focus toward the window... Quiet, Southern and Gothic.

2. The Marie Antoinette
Perfect Girl in wig - piled high white hair - and big blue satin gown. At a tea party barefoot. Lavish and decadent with lots of different photos. Perhaps an angled shot of candy painted toes buried under little tea cakes. Or pouring tea over her feet into a large basin... http://www.BarefootLadiesArtBook.com

Any one wanting to get involved just drop me a line through the Kickstarter message board here: http://kck.st/d3PcvE

There is another big archeology project coming up as well. I'll be documenting that through video, photos and a book. Off in search of Nephilim. Any help or funding is totally appreciated. Thank you for reading and keep reading to stay current my inspirations...

Again?

2009-12-16T20:22:00.000-08:00

oh my abandon
reckless and sweet
in soften dirty rapture

myself is complete

understand so totally

wrapped in arms

tightly

I feel it

the soft

surrender to entropy
so solemn your loyalty

take rest inside of
my soul

Once

2009-11-07T20:51:00.000-08:00

there is something
that few ever see

but we never forget
those eyes

a smile

it emanates from
the hearts

and wells up
from the soul

a connection so divine
words
have no description
for this state of bliss

all the world
the hills
the grass beside the road

and the street
glows with the
new

everything is beautiful

i see it in the pictures
it plays on the lips of strangers

and i admire the brave

Deep as the Sea

2009-10-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

its a strange thing
to chase enlightenment

follow a dream

and oh so accepted
this flight filled being

how then
am i finding
these guts pushed
so low

theres not a thing wrong

why am i on the floor

in the throws of my pity
he tosses me about

i feel no more
mercy

and dismiss all doubt

I know there is love
but i'm to weak to say

i've suffered my romance

and still took this chance

return all the favors

these trinkets of gods

that have marred all my living

now
left too blind to see
I suffer
withdrawals

that no drug gives reprieve
and ache from a pain
that no pill can relieve

no priest
and no martyr

just me
and my shadows

they quietly company
where ever i go

and as high as the skye
and as deep as the sea

maybe
someday
someone
will learn to love
...

Last

2009-09-30T10:19:00.000-07:00

red wine
and tootsie rolls
all the
decadence in the world
will never
make me as happy
as our last moments together
on the worst
day of my life

The Snow

2009-06-05T09:41:00.002-07:00

are we meant to be

as flowers

growing

constantly absorbing

the flow of spirit

and expessing life

and world

are we meant to die

like flowers

in the snow?

two minutes til midnight

2009-05-03T21:42:00.000-07:00

what it must be like

to live the lenthened hours

like this

where every breath

is taken

by a mention

and all the daunting time

locked away inside my mind

a whisper

a picture

a talismen

the timber in the voice

of a soft spoken prayer

late

so late at night

lighting a candle

to mark moments so sacred

and silent

now

i creep into their room

and look upon the faces
of divine and i know

whos life

comes before mine

who's dreams i will live
to see them through

i've found god

i've seen truth

i've made promises

and i've broken them

i am not who i was yesterday

two minutes ago

and there's a comfort to be found
in clarity

we all are divinity
hopelessly trapped in humanity

Soft

2009-01-17T18:59:00.000-08:00

i dream of when i scale the misty mountain who will go to tibet india egypt i dream of temple walls so holy far from thoughts that trap me hold me where i can stand with all my trembling face to face and breathe in the freedom ah, sweet liberation i take my joy in anticipation friend of sacrifice body of stone heart of ice covered by smiles to be polite but your not blind and i understand that all these lies will melt with time and your just playing nice we laugh and we feel sadness drowing in each others madness or maybe its just mine my sweet divine you know your never wrong but hear my songs my words my prayer my escape, yes from sinking into soft despair

Air

2008-12-20T17:11:00.000-08:00

see the blind

and be thankful

for sight

hear a sigh

and be thankful

you can listen to sorrow

see the dead

breathe and be thankful

for tomorrow

cause you can only assume

from a moment

that the next will be waiting

so see what is not

all around you

but don't linger

be thankful

for what is...

only you

are there to hold on to

not sanity

a house

or a home

a club

or a tomb

listen

i am the sick sad

devotion

dwindling

and distant

as a midnights prayer

open your eyes

with hope and knowing

to find

only air

I wanted it all

but my all wasn't fair

all your hurting

my despair

how can there be

happy there?

with all our wanting

who can care

and when we let go

i'll just disappear

...

Un nom

2008-12-08T19:19:00.000-08:00

Je ne sais jamais

si elle sera ok

vivons-nous

dans une fantaisie

ou le mal est bon

et les bonnes obtenir tous les

la verite est tombee de la nuit

et nous ne prenons pas la chute

qui ou quoi

est cette la douleur

et a quel point

puis-je decider

de donner a cette douleur

un nom

et laisser la joie

commencer

allons-nous gagner

une guerre contre le monde entier

vous pouvez jouer le sauveur

and I'll play the soul...

all

2008-11-25T17:59:00.000-08:00

all i

ever wanted

was just to love

and be

loved

in return

Christ

2008-11-22T20:53:00.000-08:00

how can you be sad

if there is no you

no i

leave the world to

its wile-less wondering

i move

but i do not

i have found you

my silent center

and everything

everyone

all the flood will follow

we don't know

but we think we do

follow me

i know the way

i carry the light of a soul

untouched by anger

unknown to sores on my bare

heels

as i track the desert

i feel you with me

all of you

the ghosts of a world

and i know what

has to be done

not for me

for everyone

the universal secret

spoken

11pm

feel that

gods eyes

follow your devotion,

bring the revolution

i have the willing nation

all your aithers

will wither

under the thumb of

the unborn

the point of all

consciousness expands

and we are destroyed

to be brought together

I like Shakespeare :)

2008-11-22T15:19:00.000-08:00

Et tu, Brute?

angel baby

2008-11-16T22:47:00.000-08:00

i look

in her eyes

does she know goodbye

how could she possibly understand

what its like to lose a man

you will

someday

your flesh of mine

fated to wreck it all

with time

but for now

allow

your cherubs face

to smile

and show what little grace

a woman of our name

has to bear

there are no flowers

tucked in curls

here little girl

you reflect your mothers

tears

its my greatest fear

you understand

that you knew

as you grew inside

the faults that you came into

and when you ask

were did daddy go

i'll tell the truth

i don't know

it's my mistake that no one wants us, but its not for all my wanting. To bring a face so smiling as to claim with meaning. This is what i want, you are my life, my family, my children, my wife. Its wrong that with all my questioning a being so known for wondering could ever make it right. Please forgive me all the hard life. God I'm sorry guys.

i guess sometimes one just shouldn't write...

Missing

2008-11-13T21:06:00.001-08:00

i miss

someone to hold

to tell me it will be ok

and make the world go away

to give me love

without end

my sweet friend

and a heart

so full of kindness

it bleeds for the world

and just being close

to feel

to hear

to know

the softness of truth

for I

am not a hard creature

am not one to be condemned

I should not be judged

or directed

like water

please flow

deep

so deep

and unaffected by the rocky bottom

we are

only shallow water trips

i am never stagnant

because i am not my mind

or yours

i never can be

nor can you stay trapped

to flow is natural

to hold is divine

to feel is truth.

back

2008-11-09T08:53:00.000-08:00

i remember

ties of peace

friends at ease

and now there's only war

disloyal to ourselves

keeping hearts that hide

fear of freedom to confide

serious smiles

so full of sadness

at the missing element

that once made us human

that once made us friends

we can never be in sunlight together again

driven apart by bodies

these souls on a journey

can the child's peace ever

reflect on our faces

will the path ever find us together

while running from choices

only

2008-10-31T11:11:00.000-07:00

look
i know the every move

i've seen the contemplation

on a heart

heavy as the

winter snow on mountains

all around the land

of earth and fire

6 feet over

lyin

taking sides

under the false promise
of paradise

surrounded by anger

the source of change

there are no maps

in the mind we tread

but all

every

single

second

the sparks create

manifest a state

of life or desperation

is there a peaceful resolution

between children and toys

man and boys

woman and lies

what are relationships

besides ties that bind

keep us from the light

all we need is to realize

all this time

is only ours

all our problems

only ours

because we can't bare to be alone

with ourselves

i will learn

i am the resolution of me

i am the center of being

and so are you

understand there is no
separation from you and god

from kindness and fraud

i am my heart

open to hurt

left to damage

and blind in courage

not a thing

but a feeling

i and my mind

my organs, my skin

both outside and in

are living to live

and so are yours

i am love

lover and beloved

to me

all the world is my

hopeless hearts obsession

and i will give only joy that
returns from the universe

i feel and release the pain

i am not my reality

but i get lost in it's consciousness.

sweet words

only give titles

to the infinite

i vow to never capture

i vow to liberate

i vow to penetrate

i vow to attain

give life to the dead

and break those chains

with or without

no doubt

anger comes when someone
does it better

so don't compare

or you'll never escape

self induced hell

me 2

2008-09-22T15:29:00.000-07:00

all i can do
is sleep
while your gone

my body's withdrawn
and my mind is tired

my heart is abstained

and the rush in my mind
has bowed down

to the voice in yours

fall is here

and soon all memories
of the ruin times

will wash me again

clean of worldly solutions

time

and the void of corruption

i let your misguided words
shape my truth

my absolute

was never you

but why then do i cry
in desperation

for some one to hold me

keep me from this helpless feeling
because i can't believe in

me

Sighs

2008-09-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

am i really as severe
as your mouth
says i am

can we take back
all the bad
and all the games

all the self same
excuses

makes all the difference
in a failing case

every smile covers
a final plea

"but stone walls
do not a prison make

nor iron bars a cage"

i am free

in my mind

my soul
you'll never bind

cause you'll never find
me hidden
in the darkness
of a mind
untouched
by you

your lips
your shit

i am tired
of always feeling

something is missing
and i come to find
that little quiet one

is vacant me.
hiding behind hollow eyes

climbing over all the
junk inside.

piled high
there's not enough to
buy that
fills the space

left by my absent soul

but thank you
for my understanding

for my abandon

forgot myself

almost a decade
behind my own existence

thought i was a teardrop
'til i recognized the flood

...

2008-08-11T21:03:00.001-07:00

i am

thankful

It was all

2008-08-03T13:31:00.000-07:00

it was all I had
when u was it Wasn’t good enough
to be
and you said it wasn’t --

I HAD COME AND GONE
AND YOU ‘VE PAID HIM ,
YOU GAVE IT UP FOR ME
AND YOU HID HIM

I WAS ALL I FIND
WHEN YOU SAID
HE WASN’T ANYTIHNG TO ME
------

IT WAS ALL I’D DO TO REMEMBER
IT WAS evERYTHING I WAS
AND I
NEVER STOPPED IT

IT WAS ALL THAT TIME TO BE
AND HE WAS OLD ENOUGH FOR ME
SAID IT WAS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME

NO NO NO YOU CAN’T SAVE A THING FROM ME

IN OUR LIBERTY

YOU’LL BE GOOD

CAUSE IT WAS BAD LIKE YOU
AND YOU R BAD LIKE ME
DON’T FOLLOW ME INTO THE DARK

CauSE I’M BAD LIKE YOU
AND YOUr BAD LIKE ME
OH DON’T WE GAIN IT BEFORE
WE START

OH BEFORE WE START

IT WASn't
LIKE I DIDN’T REMEMBER

BUT IT WASN’T ALL THAT I THOUGHT I HAD

AND EVERYTiME I TRIED TO KEEP HOLDING ON
IT FLYS
IT SLIPS AWAY
LIKE A SOAPY BUBBLE

THAT I CANNOT KEEP
ITS LIKE IT WAS NEVER MEaNT
FOR MY INTENT TO GET

BUT I THOUGHT THAT IF I’D HOLD IT AKL IN
THE MOMENT, MORE IT ‘ D SLIP AWAY
MORE IT’D SLIP AWAY

BUT I NEVER NEW THaT ITS WAS MEaNT FOR ME
BECAUSE ID ALWAYS SAID THAT IT WAS MEaNT TO BE FREE

BUT I CAME TO YOU,
KNOW your NEW WAY

CAUSE IT WAS BAD LIKE YOU
AND YOUR BAD LIKE ME

OH DON’T FOLLOW ME INTO THE DARK

J YOUR BAD LIkE YOU
AND I’M BAD LIKE ME
ITS OUR INDIVIDUAL TASTES
thAT MAKES US FREE

OKAY LET ME WORRY aBout A DAY
LIES EVERYDAY
AND YOUR JUST SOME PLAY
AND IT WAS NOT THAT I WOULD OWN YOU FOREVER
IN THIS WEB
IT KEEPS ON GOING
BUT ITS BETTER

IN I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD TURN HER
BUT I GAVE LOVE EVERYDAY

AND I NEVER THOUGHT
THAT I WAS OFF TRACK
AND I NEVER THOUGHT

I’D FALL OUT Of CONTROL
FALL OUT OF CONTROL

CAUSE I ‘M BAD LIKE YOU
AND YOUR BAD LIKE ME
DON’T FOLLOW ME INTO THE DARK

BAD

--------

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Love

2008-07-12T12:53:00.000-07:00

what is love
the affinity of fields
the reuniting of
a
separate consciousness

if we all reflect the same
waves of feeling from the brain

projected through the
waves of being

should all the world love
destructively

or join together
in a chorus greater
than the dream of god

we are the flood
connected and frustrated
by our possessions possessing

loved is owned when love is known
but hushed it blossoms
never mentioned

the word

2008-06-11T12:00:00.000-07:00

where is the end
for me
if there is a happiness
in the word
fulfilled
in the kiss
without words

like the first time
never replayed
cause we're already dead

i wanted
i lost it
your here
but I'm alone

cause you don't want it
anymore

guess i used up all my time
every try just makes it less

every smile
sits undressed

and it's never enough
to just feel good about yourself

i cry
and I'm here
but no one cares

It Is

2008-05-06T17:46:00.000-07:00

its no wonder
we live in a world
of lies

no one can face
the truth
when its said

that thing
that we already know
when we are shown

truth
god
blindness

consuming souls
we turn our backs
on what we cant control

we've forgotten how to feel
we don't want to see whats real
because we can't

conditioned to love
what we confine
and damned to
reach for freedom

that can not be attained
as long as we lie
and believe

that it's something
to pursue
and not something
that is

Whatever you think
will make it right
will make it good
will make it anything

will make it lies
and your easy breezy
false face
will want

and will find
emptiness
with out
attainment

we should all
speak truth

there is no
right
there is no
light
there is no
space
theres just a face
an image
that we steal
for a short time

parasitic beings
of energy
possessing
a mind body

until we destroy
this immortal
creature

with our lies
trapped until
we open up to the
pain that comes
when the raw soul
is bare

naked and strewn
before the universe
crying "take me"

for i am perfect
in my imperfections

i am holy
in my mistakes

i was truth
to my world

for always

2008-03-24T12:18:00.001-07:00

it’s not about the money
or the company
this life

its not about the friendship
or the fame
this name

you can run
not this time
not again
cause the rain will follow you

Til your done with
running
done with time

divine threads will bind
across space and
lifetimes.

i will find me
when the running ends
floating in stars
rippling dimensions
slipping through my fingers
like sand

the beach
and breasts for pillows
smiles continue
frozen in shutters
of memories

for always
but never the same
cause we have changed
i understand

it was always you
in me

Sea Shells

2008-03-24T12:16:00.000-07:00

Just when i thought
i understood

when i broke through
safe to sleep

i’m running again
back on my toes

can’t be too comfortable
its cold here

i made the dark
its name is me

mistaken shapes of
reality

undermine the
purpose

just to be
to see

to hold something
with meaning

once more
my friend

by threads
our lives hang

always together
forever never

drifting so close
to dreaming

waves crash with ebbing
angry words

falling deft before
the roaring reef

there at night
i gather the fragments

altogether i put them away
broken by shame

into an old shoe box
labeled "dreams"

Asking Too Much

2008-03-11T12:03:00.000-07:00

opening to the sun
i feel the brightness
fill my face

growing
pulling life
like water from
the ground

ah, the greatest joy
to smile
and feel the sun
return
my gesture

reaching for the
unattainable visage
rooted in the earth
and wishing for stars

imagine the journey
but you'd only burn
trying to embrace
the sun

:)

Herro :)

2008-03-08T16:49:00.000-08:00

Sweet

2008-02-06T17:01:00.000-08:00

unwinding

myself

you were right

my friend

some time ago

what's a heart

but a whole

it can't be filled

by you

or by who

him or her

lusty blurs

where's that castle on a cloud?

the love that outlives

kiss and tell

my dimebag heart abstains

away

and travels further

everyday

i feel my soul

slipping back to sleep

until you come back

my sweet

The Lines

2008-01-09T17:33:00.000-08:00

if every dream I ever had

was trapped within this box

I made inside awareness

where consciousness was made a burden

caught between myself

and someone

Suite e

2007-11-17T17:02:00.001-08:00

i talk of dreams

i talk of children

of an idle brain

begot of nothing but vain fantasy

if Shakespeare taught all we ever needed
to know of dreaming

where would we be each night

what a repetitive world

what a repetitive mind

believes all that needs

to be learned is only that

which breeds indifference

only that which comes from outside

where is the real?

undefined even by definition

inside

and out

the all permeating

instantaneous

we are the light

the node

the web

connectors of electricity in a dark
universe

here i see the shadows creeping

i know i saw a spider

i know a heard a cinder

but where have they gone

and why those i's

we're all a wave

an ocean

we rise and
we fall

we live and
we become nothing

the being is gone
and done

now where are we
what are we

no more then dispersed "should have" "could haves"

what the fuck are you doing feeling
the way you do now

why are you learning someone else's game

whose rules

whose money

whose mistakes

what is it you want so badly

why do you wake in the morning

perhaps its this mind that traps you
into an infinite world

finite by definition

which separates you from experience again

forget to run from what fights you

forget to breathe when it happens

fall back inside

to find me

well not me

but thats as close as you can get
to describing the indescribable

to conceptualizing and conceiving
of something so incredible

so fulfilling

it was missed

prepare yourself to let go of nothing

and engage the sexual writhing beneath
the surface of silky existence,

a shell to cover the soul, pounds of death
and water this vehicle surrounds

and here you experience the weight of your
own doings

so heres you moral

and what a life

for now

a thought

disturbed...

My Meez

2007-11-05T22:04:00.001-08:00

Wicked Weekend

2007-10-30T23:29:00.000-07:00

may all your fears
be satiated

and all you pleasures
meet

watch out for all your doing
leaving no room
for regret

before the end is written
and you sleeping soul
is wet

see nighttime full of
mocking mouths

gaping eyes which
cannot see

and the
cavern full of nothing

under which the mauling
feed

kiss this, fuck
regret is nothing

save your silent
revelries

enter now
into this morning

the one you lost...
is now at peace

happy Halloween
everybody

Touch

2007-10-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

this is your center
i am your mind

leave behind
what you need

and touch with
pale fingers

where i think you
should be

ah the air
escapes your life

and wet and warm
in the beginning

let it stay in you
until the fondness
fades

until it fades
i'll stay

run backwards
over deadleaves

frozen cheeks
will mar the makeup

dare to touch
the numbness

and we will stay
until your color fades

until it fades
i'll stay

"No" Place

2007-07-19T19:54:00.000-07:00

in a land made of mirror
i tread in soft slippers

over the invisible infinite surface

cover my mouth to
hide my shame

over and over
and over again

i don't complain
don't make a sound

the silvery silence is
defining

and when i end
i forget
to begin

entranced by my walking
my self is gone

looking for you
once frozen sun

in the horizon i see my face
illuminated solitude and grace

"someday" i sit and sigh
reflecting in space

happy 4th yall

2007-07-03T18:48:00.000-07:00

If anything should happen in the big NY

if the world disappears, or just i do

I would like everyone to know

Happy independence day

Do it for you

accept the good with bad

swallow your ego

and allow yourself the freedom

entitled to a living being

and shout to the heavens

i am here and i will be happy

because i breathe,

because i see

i am and i experience

I love and i am life

don't react

allow and understand you
and every other being alive

lives and dies

so switch off the autopilot

jump headfirst into your biggest fears

because after that what's left

but to be the traveler
the navagator

the one who truely lived
and died

but still endures

to all of you

taking day by day

i love you

i will always love you

i respect you and i miss you

and most of all

now

right now

I am here with you
enjoying you

for who you really are
a living being

and thats enough for me

Humanity

2007-06-15T13:33:00.000-07:00

in this world
of inconsistancy

i dance
like the small
flower

in a wake
of a mighty wind

wavering
secretly
i dream of a race
that knows
more of self
then i ever could

can't you see
in that light
through slanted eyes
that ancient need

only filled by your
self satisfaction

i was right

so long ago

standing alone

reflecting on a people

only gratified by pain

silence followed love
down the twisted halls

locker lined lessons
in social disfucntion

oh well

the illusions run
away with me again

i am possesed by possesions

wanted by lovers
and loved by none

i tread down
the shadowy tracks
of soul seclusion

playing a game
with myself
i walk through the
rain again

suffering incomparable
to starvation

i am tryly centered in
the wrong direction

counter-weighed by
hate

i rock above the waves
i see the sea of hands

there i confide
in unfamiliar eyes

'cause icons fall
but never die...

OK

2007-06-04T19:18:00.000-07:00

moving forward
never ceasing
to amaze

minds a haze
my pillz
all.........
gone

forests forgotten
walking through
burnt remains

i am the one
captain of absence
passing by
the sun

after all
the dust has
settled on
the world

i have begun
to derail time

take it in
long lines
smiling at
the reflection

bleeding down on me
close my eyes to
see the future
erased

escaped
a life

who can say
it's ok

The World

2007-05-24T17:40:00.000-07:00

here we are
at the beginning
and the end

now together
once apart
i self destruct
to find the center

cutting
red wine
lines across time

vertically i
consider
all i have remembered

and i travel down through time
progressing backwards

I make a space
a small black box

my knees tight
huddled up inside

feeling in
suspension

i can't escape this tension
so i sleep

until you come

all existence
dripping down
the arched
back of my skull

enough of tearing
love through rivers
shining faces

in the bathroom light
floor of the shower

weeping for the world

CANT BE SAVED - Senses Fail

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your hand

2007-03-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

i stare
into the opened eyes
of blissfulness

escaping past
i look into lostless
uncertain

but alive

i find you also
breathing
sleeping

you animal man
won't pretend
to know you...

promise

to appreciate
to look forward to
to celebrate

run my nighttime lips
over your cool fingers

kiss the thin golden promise
and smell the sweet
cigarettes
still clinging to
your resting hand

love is this
smiling silence

keeping

2007-03-05T21:25:00.000-08:00

im afraid

this decending spirit
trapped in the endless cycle

refuses to accept a fate unwanted

rather then spoil the party

finding earthly monotony
everywhere it should not be

whose to say whats happy

wishing everyone the best
she slips on a starlet dress
and asends the velvet steps
forever

sending all her best to
all those souls

entertaining mortals
momentary bliss

to impatient to even hide
followings another pointless high
it will all spill out with time

then she'll know she loved a lie

passing mind

2007-02-19T23:06:00.000-08:00

why am I
not enough to satisfy

if i should struggle
to understand
you as i

then where do i defy?

falling short
of love

i try to know
but knowing only makes
the problem grow

falling further from
those holy dreams

so why
do i do this
to my mind...

Sweet

2007-01-16T22:02:00.000-08:00

drip
drop
slowly
sliding down
like fingers

rich darkness
moving

softly into
silky porcelin

not a sound
save the haulted
breath
of
exhalation

in a kiss
lips movement
seeming motionless

theres nothing like
sweet
java bliss...

No sleep

2006-12-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

Waking up early
i force the potent
black liquid
down my throat

Tired dragged
down my body
and out my
pink painted toes

I pace
from the crib
to the kitchen

from the sink
i see the frozen
world cased in cream

icy rainbow teardrops
hang from every cornice
and corner
softly weeping in the
early morning sunshine

god i miss sleeping

Here it is

2006-11-29T10:32:00.000-08:00

this is me
this connection to
the world
a link
a word
tatooed in
prose upon my forehead

i found you here
my inspiring
downer

I had or have
a dream
that mimics a world
of shadows

I am the mind
behind the curtain

controlling an uncontrollable

showered with your
absent affection

I guess this lonely
infinite connection
lets me know your
alive

but why do i miss
dreaming?

i guess the I am
fooled myself

did i ever want at all
everywhere i go

i feel the fall
of needing
manifest in expectation

all your desires
are empty

if they love you
are you loved

if you want them
will you feel satisfaction

if you go there
will it be there

"i deserve" is meaningless
shit

just stop thinking and
live

...

2006-11-17T20:35:00.000-08:00

to escape all thought
of implied suspition
i have to say
i created this day
every moment
i created this life
but still i questioned
where I went wrong
who is to blame
for this suspended state
of disbelief
unrequested
unrequited
the hardest one to forgive
is me
i feel the god grow within me
daily
and i give my life

Quiet Little Poor Boy

2006-10-19T12:44:00.000-07:00

I see a sad little boy
sitting alone in the light of a street lamp

pen scratches paper
as the crickets of the lakeside
croon their nightime song
all night long

Quiet little poor boy
scratching out poetry
what are you writting
what are you dreaming

Quiet little poor boy
what will your future be?

I see a young man
picking cotton in the feilds with his mama
since he was 3 years old
oooh,
dragging his sack around
dragging his childhood down

Quiet little poor boy
could you see what was to come
could you see Germany
could you see Vietnam
oooh,
Quiet little poor boy
had to be a man too soon

Now your a daddy
got that son you always wanted
but on the way you got 4 girls
ooooh,
daddy's little junkyard girl
says she off to see the world
says soon she'll be leaving
you know that soon she'll be gone

ohhhhh,
Quiet little poor boy
what are you gonna do
when your baby's leaving you

Quiet little poor boy
scratching out poetry
what are you writing
What are you dreaming

I wrote this song for my father years ago and it came to mind. I can hear the piano music ringing up from my memory. When i remember more I'll patch it up. I love you old man. ^_^

10 Best and 10 Worst

2006-09-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

10 Best Things About Being a Nudist

10. You are always comfortable, no clothes to pinch or itch, to tight or too loose, complete freedom of movement

9. Drinks and meals are always bought for you

8. The sun is always warmer

7. The rain is always sweeter

6. You have nothing to hide, or at least no where to hide it. People trust someone with no pockets

5. Your always a hit a parties

4. You never fail to shock visitors at the door

3. They never forget your name, or your …um… face

2. You never have to worry about what to wear

1. Everybody loves the naked person; it takes strength, bravery, vulnerability and a lot of grooming

10 Worst Things About Being a Nudist

10. It gets cold sometimes

9. You’re usually the only one naked

8. Leather furniture can get sticky

7. Going to the mall gets complicated

6. Pets with claws and cold noses

5. Sometimes insecure people get mad until they understand that’s just the weird way you are

4. You leave yourself open to what people really think of appearances

3. People fall in love easily with an open, honest, naked person

2. You can get arrested for going outside

1. Naked people jobs are limited

Waiting for January

2006-09-28T11:06:00.000-07:00

this celebrated sense of cerebral conformity
the scent seems to follow you.

tense always
where do we go

further from the solitary
feeling of self

i understand
what you don't want me to

i am to blame for the
state of this stasis

barely alive
thank god in this absence

we all want for a greater purpose
we know is just waiting

in the mailbox
at the bank

when we leave or comeback
just beyond tomorrow

the sun hides behind
the mountains

just over the horizon
but you don't know how
to climb

so again you struggle
with ever opening the door

and even more
can't decide if you even

make it there
wouldn't it just be night
by then

missed it again
the sun on your face

the wet grass
on your knees

a smile on your
flawless mind

felt it all come down
when you say that
life is a mistake
your right

i was wrong
i surrender to your justice

don't forget to be emotional
how else can they tell
your serious

about what you know
is defined right

don't forget your "right"
overrides everyone else's
experience

i long for the empty bliss
that waits on the other
side of abandon

i can let go of everything

but you

Pressure to please

2006-09-06T21:25:00.000-07:00

what is it
you think i
don't understand

how bout you stand here
for a minute

watch your face
as you say
one thing
and say another

confusing your
universe

hey smile
and lie

i can take it

one more round for the inebriated
shell of you

i swallow the salty soul
and take it all down
with me
to a kingdom
full of restful
sleep

no one ever spends a night
alone in this everlasting
state
of celebrated empty

love this

i can dig it

just smile and lie
i know its you again

wide eyed wonder
infinity shows me
your so sad

predictable

tell me something
how far does it go?

2006-09-02T14:14:00.000-07:00

A million times i've seen the shore
a memory trapped within a dream

i take this photograph
and scribe behind
a life that isn't mine
an epitaph

a drawing without lines
a mind of nights
so sacrosanct
a lie is your
limited translated truth

honestly a word
a world

unreal and so
intruth

i follow a scene
repeated through
a neverending
taste of what a
sunset could truly
be

The creation of all

2006-08-09T11:01:00.000-07:00

I am the nighttime
of your walking

kept in silence
the soul divides

love and sacrifice
rides the line of divine

but whose
yours or mine?

am i inhibited
or undefined

at a loss for worlds
i defy space
with rhyme

it seems like everytime i jump through the looking glass of time and conciousness i find the same. over and over and over again. trapped in a thought of a past that may or may not have happened. Who can tell the witness what is true but you. Fuck comparitive experience. More lies with more time, whose world do i occupy yours or mine.

no 1

2006-07-20T22:08:00.000-07:00

i can't write
can't think
remember or forget

stuck in a hard spot
in my chest

light
blue fire
ignites like
butane veins
to purify the
forgotten

to live again
when you find everything
what is it

it is hard
(cause i say it is)
to hold on to
any 1

refusing to place
words upon whats right
what's this or that

submission
is it safe or chaos
holding on to
that echo in the vastness
of your mind

thick and tangible
i can touch the absence
of sound

surrounding me
sitting in my throat

does something replace
dreaming?

when the veil projected
is dismantled
you can see
out the dirty window
trees and know them as
they are

unique, please
that i could be a tree
or anything but me
as a body
free...

For you

2006-07-18T12:49:00.000-07:00

For You

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dreams are lovely
but in their absence
i see the through the eyes
of one just awakened
to the mystery
of the ever present
previously projected
i was subjected
to the lies i created
i love this world
empty of worldly
mindful things
thinking only brings
us further from reality
so do a favor
do not think of me
just see past
the memory of
what used to be
and just be here
now in this
with me

where am i

2006-07-11T19:58:00.000-07:00

there are no words
for the progression of time

nonaction still supresses experience
-the preference of an angry mind

I love and i feel loss
I am duality and totality

acceptance and denial

i will or won't
refuse the front

but see the real. fulfilled

In darkened eyes all i see

is joy reflection of the

facets of my soul

behold

a universe in my breast
heaving mountains tremble

as gods touch celestial

giants collide.

destroy the center and all else falls

because i tripped

i learn to run

sometimes you fall

racing down a mountain

experience exhilerates

exhale and wait

He is my song

2006-06-28T12:54:00.000-07:00

peaceful sighs
subtle smiles
my lusting heart
repents for it has found
a meaning deeper
then the deepest sea
you set it turning
spinning off through
what was seeming
empty space

you give me something
unexplainable
i have abandoned
all that's rational
you just feel so good
so natural
and i adore you
i adore you

IN

2006-03-14T22:05:00.000-08:00

don't be the fool that cancelled
all our hopes
existing in my heart
if I wrote the part
i was to play before
entering this word
I'd write the same

never more would I complain
become hot
stress maintained

irreversible love plots
grow thicker with time
and tender care

your writing also shares
the spot taken up by piano keys
and your melody has more then once
taken me past my plight
and into worlds
of
previously non existent
fantasy

god-yes
eroticism
fills that space within
and i exist in extasy
you inside me
drumming my fingers
down your skin

I could never stop
or cease to be IN
love with you

Forever in Dreams

2006-03-10T13:08:00.000-08:00

its like i never find the time
when all is good
to sit down and express the truth

I'm too happy
sleeping beside you
I hear the words
then i smile
and curl up
with your softness

when the children are asleep
and the sun
makes my curtains glow
with it's predawn light

i lie here
prisoner of my mind
haunted by the morning birds
can't sleep
but i don't want to leave this bed
who knows
when you'll be back again

but i have you now
so i lie awake to dream
that we could be
this way
forever

Coke Bottle

2006-03-05T00:42:00.000-08:00

if there were ever a time
a nation needed its people to be together
it would be now

there are those
that can't eat
or sleep
for fear
of repercussions that may come
strike from the street with a fury
previously unheard of

dreams could be fulfilled
instantly
by you
and by me
if reaching for your dreams
could make the ethereal be

just set your mind free
from the media captivity
and allow yourself to act
like a real human being
and just see

that we all share a world.
peace

My Rebuttal

2006-02-15T12:07:00.000-08:00

to a life
that goes around:

feelings fucked
its not like
anyone gives a damn now
just forget
what its like to
be

special and sacred
the temple
of the body
desecrated

where does it come from
where does it end
from questions
then lover
to friend

what?
is a happy place
a private space
is it all forgotten
sacrificed for a
smiling face
a slap on the ass
leads to disaster

no one says i do
that don't dream
for something better
to grow together
in that perfect image
marriage

what do you need?

one more puff of weed?
ha,
guess it can't
take you far enough
away

so just deal with
day to day

reaching out to create
but are you really O.K.

with having a woman
who hates to obey

always talks of her days
of freedom
your've seen her
staring out the window

i guess you'll never
really know
where she goes
cause you just forgot
to ask her...

I Love NY

2006-01-03T09:41:00.000-08:00

i love New York
the sights
the sounds
the smell as
the sun hits
the street
full of sweet refuse
the night before
just fades away
and i am lost
in sweet repose
prose alive in
that tin can
on your street
sitting on the stoop
or on the roof
the awning
or the alley
i hear your rhythm
sipping my Heineken
in love
with your sleepless
night
carry me away
to a blissful dream
of my home
my city
my heart
my soul
i love New York

My Man

2005-12-15T15:05:00.000-08:00

sometimes i feel like i've struck out
i've burned out too many times
but my man
is an untapped wealth
of love and inspiration
forgiving devotion

i never knew men
could feel such emotions
with such suppression
hiding aggression
when faced with such a
cold mornings transgression

(i've made myself sick
on a lifetime diet
of forbidden fruit)
now, it's all about you
my man

Loving

2005-12-10T13:42:00.000-08:00

tell me
how far is too far
going too high
gets dangerous
and again
i find myself
on the floor

it's cold
when the fire
goes out
and your too busy
to care

i need you
your light
your heat
affection so sweet
but its gotten
too cold at night
to be naked
in truth
please don't forget
about me

i want you to know
i'm here
that i want you
only you.
please
see me watching you
hear my voice
when i say
don't push me away

Burnt-out light over broadway

2005-12-08T17:59:00.000-08:00

twinkle,twinkle
rusted star
that hangs dormant
on the stage
burnt out
tarnished with age
tell me
if i plugged you in
would you still shine?
perhaps
we'll give you one more try...

Give this a look:)

2005-11-29T23:19:00.000-08:00

Definately give "Floetry" a look, and a listen :)
LOve you.

My bro

2005-11-22T10:55:00.000-08:00

I love you Matt!!!!

i live

2005-11-21T18:12:00.000-08:00

I keep thinking
of solutions
to a problem
not yet spoken
tracing circles
on the dark walks
of my mind

and your face
once very vibrant
barly flickers
as a ripple
left in time

so i cry
just to remember
and i live
to lie again
still can't look you in the face
to say you never seem to
fill that space
in me

not over

2005-11-20T21:53:00.000-08:00

Not over by a long shot. I actually got hired to do some digital graphic commercial work. Indepently of course. :) So that's kept me busy for days. Oh, one of my poems is going to published - hardcover! So I'm syked. I'll post again soon. Working hard for now :)

Love you.

Child

2005-11-13T22:07:00.000-08:00

smiling tides
pass over sleeping forms
like ripe bellies
swelling with
unrecognized joy

you are gods
cause you are strong
life becons the soul inside
no going back
one way track

everyone needs you
or just he will
no running this time
escape inside
love unconditional
this child

Forgiveness

2005-11-11T10:41:00.000-08:00

we were once
so special
never getting enough
of warm inviting arms

it's hard sometimes
for a heart to forgive
even harder
when its yourself

i watch you sleep
and can't help
but feel that we're in fall
constantly

Changing shades
unpredictable
unless you count
all those yesterdays

what happened
to piano in the rain
hazy days
silently content

with my head
on your chest
i flew miles away
while you spoke

i know you're here
everyday i see you
more transparent
still i miss you

come back :(

Painting

2005-11-09T17:41:00.000-08:00

Hey webheads,

Spent the day elbow deep in clay and paint. Hopefully I'll have some digital pictures up soon so you can see the finished work. I'm back to it, love ya. And if you haven't checked it out yet you can read about my first book here: NinjaPress.com

Say Goodbye to Last Night

2005-11-07T13:52:00.000-08:00

say goodbye to last night
a feeling left inside
a sacred experience
glows to bright to hide

try to keep you distant
far from lips
pressed hard
god my mind is slipping
will you ever know i'm here

i know this dream is ending
i know you'll soon be gone
but this night is far from over
i know i felt you care

what happened to tomorrow
i pushed it all away
sacrificed my sunlight
to share shadows
in this bed.

Sidewalk Truth

2005-11-06T13:56:00.000-08:00

I come
from the land
of dirt
where life is real
and art
is a lifeline
reveiling sunlight
through a paper cup

6 metal strings
make fingers dirty
as they slide
through tones of truth
don't stop me
I'll die happy
just come close enough
so i can smell you
sweet and salty

i miss the light
but who can see
wrong and right
in the dark
of the sidewalk

Tragedy Is You

2005-11-05T08:30:00.000-08:00

tragedy has struck again
you're so unlucky
when will you decide
that you have had enough

i know your sorry
but with no regrets
then who's to say
you ever had
the right to choose
to fall

now you're naked
and you're walking
'round your neighborhood
at three a.m.
fucking tired
just exhausted
and i wonder
if you
ever cared at all

this is the end
of your halo

i've looked inside
and what i find's
disgusting
a reflection
of all those things
i just don't like
in me

thank you for my inspiration
i just wish it didn't
hurt so bad for you
for you.

--I wrote this piece as a song really, when i got my first Gibson(love of my life). I love to sing, this piece is kinda punk/emo. I know those are polar opposites :)One of my favorites really. If anyone ever wants to make music just drop me an email skyegreen@gmail.com . Love you!--

Dreamlike

2005-11-02T11:55:00.000-08:00

been gone for days
on a search for self
but nothings changed

when am i enough
to satisfy me
how far can i go
to how great a degree
can i bend over backwards
to recognize
what's in front of me

to close to grab
and to personal to love
it spells out my disaster
hold fast
fall faster

my sweet
velvet glove
casts hearts that
once listened
into a state where
they're too pissed to reason

turning smile into friend
and friend into lover
attatched to a form
i forget
I am
only one dream
- one lost
in another.

Hungry

2005-10-28T10:47:00.000-07:00

if only there was more time
for tomorrow today
and every secret left behind
could find it's proper place

then we could stop running
perhaps even provide
if we just didn't care again
our family could survive

it sucks that we're so selfish
always chasing happiness
but why am i so empty
and you, constantly depressed

Just fit into their system
commit to all their lies
reality of walking dead
society of flies.

Takes money to eat.

Figured it out

2005-10-27T11:13:00.000-07:00

I added a wishlist :) Just the necessities.

Stuck

2005-10-27T10:38:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys. I got stuck here for a while. Facinated and inspired in a dark way. :)If you haven't yet- take a look at PostSecret. Then drop me a line.

What happened?

2005-10-25T17:28:00.000-07:00

what happened
to the streetside poet
the teller of truths
the painter of worldly masks
what happened
to the one behind
the one beside
and ahead
once everywhere
but rare
i say
we need to hear it
come forward
to your revolution
words to capture
a forgotten
generation
a nation
of artists
living by the word
and dying by the word
starving for expression
pressed for lines
we sit as angels
on high
writing on mortal
time.

Out of Place

2005-10-25T00:12:00.000-07:00

brown grass hills
in churchyard contemplation
animals caw
future revelation
the sun
hours from setting
rests quietly
above trees
with few
colored leaves
souls behind me
trapped or voluntary
birds fly
but never know
how many
follow behind
always heading toward
a kingdom of light

Ebay

2005-10-23T13:44:00.000-07:00

I have decided to break down and learn to sell some of my art on ebay. Anybody have any pointers. I'll spend most of today studying, but I wrote some great southern gothic pieces when I was out of town yesterday. I'll post those later tonight. I love you ;)

i am

2005-10-21T17:24:00.000-07:00

i am creation
time
the blissful feeling
that comes
from understanding
change will come
and i wait forgiveness
that rests
behind my own
reluctant eyes
a deep pool
surrounding soul
composed of
incalculable volumes
head so full
i'm helpless
constantly
surrendering
to creation

travel

2005-10-20T00:12:00.000-07:00

So I've been offered a place to stay in Varanasi,India. I'd love to study the history, spirituality, art and culture. Anyone got any ideas on how to get there. I know a ton of artists travel. But how? :)

jazzin

2005-10-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

i take you in my hands
hard yet fragile
dry now
but inside i find
you moist and
sticky
beautiful in your shape
set softly on the table
taken back to
the dawn of time
ancient ritual
drives mind to rhyme
maybe its me
jazzin
filled with your
rhythm
placed to my lips
i breathe you in
and out pours the sadness
slipping
arched
tight
nice
exhale lusty
shades of you

Is

2005-10-17T12:43:00.000-07:00

there are no
should have
could have beens

there are no
never was is

there are no
situations of circumstances
other than what is

no other outcomes
no more loves
no more unresolveds
they don't exist

there is nothing
to miss
because nothing
exists

Nothing
that is
but this.

-just learn to like it. :)

Poetry

2005-10-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

Poetry
is a collective motion
Capturing masses
with unintended devotion
Poetry is living expression
Finding reality in discretion
Poetry teaches
Ears that will listen
Those with ambition
Those with a dream
Poetry
Fights the unending battle
Sits on the apex of anger and love
The tightrope
Between
Poetry is offensive
Yet still seduces
Sex you can sell
Words color more
Then souls can tell

Purpose

2005-10-16T14:06:00.000-07:00

think it's easy
this thing i do
jump into uncertainty
if things didn't cost
so much of my soul
that i should feel guilty
for being so bold
Takes to much
to believe in anything
confined to wondering
composition of being
critisizm
throwing fits
cuz i want to improve
life
for a single family
those who work
monotoniously
for others
shall never be free
yet i find
insecurity
part of me
in a place
where i must stay
constantly changing
to grow

I don't feel like this is the end, so you may see more on this one. :)

A short movie 4 you

2005-10-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

Out of the realm of poetry, and a step through the arched gateway of ninja's in fine indie films. I found this great short called "A ninja pays half my rent" I loved it, and had to share. I'll be adding this and other favorites on my new Ninja Press site.(That I'm so proud of :)You don't have to download anything just follow the links and enjoy. Please tell me what you think of the flick.

Poetry 4 Freedom

2005-10-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

Everyone asks where I find the time to write everyday. To them I say "How do you find the time to eat? - or to breathe?"

There is a truth that must be told here. The big secret. Most artists are broke!

I'm still making some last minute changes, but some tech friends and I got together to write my first published work. (*drumroll please*)The Artist's Guide to RSS if I can hand off a couple of these the white pickup truck won't show up outside this month!

The man in his uniform won't even have to make the drive and charge me an extra 20 to inform me it hasn't been paid. :)HA!

I'm really excited actually! I think I did a brilliant job with this one, and it will help a lot of artists: Painters, Sculptors, Journalists, Poets, Writers the world over, Bloggers, Podcasters, Vloggers - anyone really trying the hard way to publicize and sell their works and words online.

This is just one part of Ninja Press though :) I was up all night playing around with merch ideas, the order system is not set up though. Just post a comment if your interested in buying or have any ideas to use in the Ninja Press Line. (that sounds so awesome) Check this out. It has the title on the front, and the Sapphire poem of your choice on the back. Revive the art and spread the word! I even thought about a white fabric line, just so I can hand-sign the work! :)

Please, help a ninja out! Check out the book (you can peek the table of contents here), and keep an eye on the merch. I'll also be adding some original painting, sculptures, and pocket sculptures soon. Yey. Help me spread the words!

Fear Ninja

2005-10-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

sunlight streaming
through a soft haze
of shades of grey
i find peace
in silence

Single bed

2005-10-14T16:36:00.000-07:00

it's not like you
to just be gone
i thought my place
one of wrong
sleeping alone
is not what i signed for
eyes still blurry
as you walk in the door
sleeping
trusting
in you and in me
valid excuses
profusely explained
guess it's just
a thing
a star-crossed exchange
what is love
but a many splendored fling
right?

Vision of Drunken Haiku

2005-10-13T16:20:00.000-07:00

Beer I taste you cold
Frothy, lipstick left on glass
Set on dark table.

Early Poet

2005-10-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

is there a morning
more beautiful?
heavy
with autumn
crisp
like a pear
discouraged from progressing
hard without maturity
so sweet
multi-colored
drops of light
dance across my floor
last night sleeps
beside me
breathing softly
as i lean
to kiss
his salty cheek

Greetings

2005-10-12T21:57:00.000-07:00

it's like severed ties
are building up inside
and this soul is a shell
as i walk through inside
i'm just a shadow of myself
an oppression
of a reflection
and you shouldn't have to go away
don't turn
don't walk
just fade
like memories
you just fade away
and i
have tried
so many times
so many lies
and we're still living here like strangers
why cry when it hurts?

This is actually a song I wrote when I was doing the band thing last year. I wish my Ipod was working, I'd let you guys hear it. Soon huh? We'll all be rich. :)